TRYING TO FULFILL A DREAM

DREAM

          A book is a magical thing that lets you travel to far-away places without ever leaving your chair.

Katrina Mayer                     

       
       
          I want to be an author. But I wonder how some author can wrote their book with their heart, pure heart, which then their readers can feel it into the heart. How can they got all the ideas, the inspiration that can inspired others, the good story line?

          Most of the time, I try. Sit, calm, think and try to get the idea. Then, I got the idea but I don't know how to start, how to write. But sometimes when I starting to write, I feel like everything goes wrong. The idea, the inspiration are bad, zero and no one want to read a rubbish.

          I love but I can't. This hurt me so much. I can't think when I start to write. My brain is like 'oh stop, I want to sleep' or maybe 'stop darling, I want to go shopping now' , haha okay not funny at all, this just hurt me anyway. Is my brain don't like what I want to think? Why my brain cannot give me the cooperation? ☹️. I feel so bad ergh.

          I already read a lots of books, the inspiration's book. The story line is so simple yet it still can touch my heart, make me feel excited again to write and make me don't even want to giving up. But then, I can't start.

          Phew, I need to struggle and start all over again. I need to explore the world more. 'Never give up, great things take time'. I shouldn't stop, I shouldn't giving up. Let's me pray for myself and guys, can you pray for the sake of my life too? Hehe, thank you ! ☺️

     'Do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest, keep moving forward'

'If you give up, it means you never wanted it'

I can! Yes, I can!

          Bye!